LeT's cHecK it oUt yEaR 2011

A chronology of year 2011

JANUARY
great shock of my life...i learn wat is money & their values & few people TRUE colour-till now i havent out from the shock when i gt to noe my loved ones true colour

FEBRUARY-End MAY
life as practical teacher starts...omg ...funny..trilling...tired...test patience ...

END MAY
as Gdex staff...training period...


JUNE
Problem shipment statff at Gdex HQ...learn to solve personal peoblem rather than shipments

JULY
most awaited moment in LIFE-my CONVOCATION-

AUGUST
enjoyed month -shopping to max

SEPTEMBER
become celebrity at DATARAN MERDEKA for HARI MALAYSIA

OCTOBER
my bufday--the date that i always regret..y i hapen to born in to this world....
DEEPAVALI-tragedy ever after-i wish i would not celebrate such bufday

NOVEMBER
PD trip-enjoyed to max...afta long gap--holiday mood

DECEMBER till this moment
My cousin engagement...enjoyed to max...


.......................... LUKING FOR BETTER YEAR................

so long......

wah..after long gap

I'M BACK TO MY BLOG

not to say tat i'm buzy but actualy tats d fact...

tired of life...

sudenly crossed into ma mind to update my blog...

since year 2011 soon will reach the end...tot wanna update my progress frm JAN- DEC

summary of the year will b...

year full of dissapointment & stressfull....

Bayi

tergamak sungguh manusia kini

sanggup membunuh anak kandungan sendiri

ANAK KANDUNGAN SENDIRI

kalo tak sanggup nak tanggung

jangan gatal nak buat...

kalo tergatal juga

pakailah benda2 yang patut dipakai

nie tak...tergatal sangat

sampai lupa pakai benda yang penting

sehingga menjadi dosa

dosa kerana pandai membuat

tapi tak pandai nak tanggung

ari nie

dalam hidupku

aku terasa sangat dengan insan yang .........

arggghhhhhhhhh

aku tak sanggup menatap wajah bayi....

aku tak sanggup....

macam mana boleh sampai hati

untuk mengugurkan anak sendiri

darah daging sendiri...

DNA sendiri

oh tuhan...

permulaan

tahun 2011 telah pun mengambil tempatnya

permulaan tahun 2011 disambut bersama rakan-rakanku

ketibaan mereka dari KL

memeriahkan suasana rumahku yang suram

Ram, Poones,Gowri,Jay n Ashok.....

riuh sungguh rumahku....

hariku penuh dengan keriangan

gelak ketawa ....

rindu pada mereka....

year 2011

tahun 2010 sudah pun melabuhkan tirainya

dan memberi laluan untuk tahun 2011

tahun 2010 merupakan tahun yang sangat genting dalam hidupku

aku banyak menghabiskan masa untuk menangis

banyak dugaan ...

amat memilukan hati saya

semua impian saya tidak kesampaian.....

impian kekal sebagai impian.....

tahun 2010 juga mengajarku untuk berdikari

:- aku berjaya 'bag pack' ke singapura

aku merantau dari tg malim ke johor

tanpa bimbingan

secara keseluruhannya tahun 2010 meninggalkan

mimpi buruk pada diri ku..........

harap tahun 2011

akan menjadi tahun kegemaran ku......

my Mr T

haahhahahaha.....

it been a mysterious fella

in Facebook

hurm hurm

actually who is d hell Mr T?

Mr T............

is an ordinary person in tis earth

who deserved to be loved

cared, n so on

who is Mr T 4 me?

d question which played in my frens mind ol d tyme

hurm hurm

guys.....

i like to b silent in tis matter....

bcos its very sensitive matter in my life

bcos i loved love n still loving him......

it been years

i f these feeling 4 him

but i'm not dared enuf to express it him

guys again ...

dont mistake wit tis Mr T....

this Mr T is really a diff person from my 8years crush Mr TD....

they r nt d same person.....

-Chapter Closed-

cum bek to my new Mr T chapter

v r not together..

actually neva been together

tats d truth

NEVA BEEN TOGETHER

but

i wished

i cud be wit him in future.....

its not love

its not about frenship

its not about crush

but its about sumthing diff from above

its a kinda of mixture feelings.......

which no 1 can define such feelings!!!!

oh my Mr T....

will remain as a Mystery Man in Facebook

as well to others....

n

will be my Mr T always....

as i will not express my love to u.....

deePavaLLi....

well

it been more than 1 week

after deepavali of cos

hurm as usual nothing new

its tat my elder younger brother wasn't wit us on deepavalli

bcos he don f d Chopper to land in Kemaman

so he came ryte after deepavalli..

on 6th Nov at 12.30am...

well wat to do...

job cum 1st

one of my best buddie was wit me

Jess, she was wit us

all of 10days...

she learnt how to do murruku n other traditional foods

n she has her own new punjabbi suit as well

n cum bek to my sad story

mostly ...

not mostly actually ever year

every year i will have more than 6 dress

no matter jeans t-shirt or punjabbi or sareee

but tis year..

very sad..i only f 2 pairs of punjabbi...

oh noe...

i'm damn sad.....

not parents fault at all

bcoz they olry gav me RM 500 in voucher

n Rm 200 in cash...

yet i didnt spend d money 4 deepavalli stuff

but i spent olmost ol d money on practical dress.....

sop sop sop....

wat a sad story

i was so excited abt my practical until i totally forget abt my festival

wat an untiruteble gal i am....

hurm hurm hurm

oh yea...

toaly 4get abt d major part of deepavali...

wat else ....

mercun la....

tis year..4 d ever 1st tyme

my dad bought 2 8feet of fireworks...

hahahha

v fired it..

semme majja....

hurm hurm....

during d preparation til now...

i gt my cough...

unstoppable cough

very irritating

wat to do....

i tink i took to much of ice witout my knowledge i guess

till now....

still coughing!!!!!

deepavalli went edy but don noe wen tis cough will leave me.......